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| Life is hard right now, but its looking up. Never forget - We are significant because we exist.
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| Ah, the very basics of every programing language.haha, wow its been over a year since I've blogged - figured I should get back into it. Since that year so long ago a lot has changed, evolved, and matured.
Programing wise new languages learned in 1 year - PHP, MYSQL, JavaScript, VBScript, and a couple others I use sparingly.
Anyways this last year a lot has happened parents moved to Oregon - I'm however still in good Ol' Lincoln Nebraska. March 2007 got a quite the expensive DUI and well theres always some kind of drama - Girlfriends, Girlfriends Cheating, Girlfriends just getting board with me just because. Gained 25 lbs then lost 26(and now dropping =p). Throughout all this thease last 12 months my perspective on things have really changed. I have managed to keep my job at Firespring throughout the years and I love it and they love me and its the company thats the envy of this town! haha. I do graphic and web design - one of them is going to become a template for over 400 sites so that should be pretty sweet.
Personality wise - I've become a lot more upfront and blunt about things since after all the girlfriend drama I had, blah.
Got a new place, went to the emergency room on the 3rd of July (no, it wasnt a burn or loss of limb - I'm okay... really!) and myself and a couple of buddies are getting ready to perhapse go into the Design market.
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| I'm not going to lie, but i miss her...
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| Obviously Philosophy licks my bawlz, been working on a 4 page paper for
the last 3 hrs... Have to show and critique skeptics and
verifacationists points of view... gah!
However, the last hour my mind has been elsewhere. I’m not going to
lie, I’m actually feeling kinda lonely right now. It sucks. Making me
wish I had someone special I could call and talk to. But I don’t have
that anymore.
Overall things are starting to look up, however, im still in a slump.
Im actually kinda re-building things from the base when it comes to
friendships. It’s hard work, and its starting to suck, and im also in
a money slump as well, I might have to move to my dads basement for
the next three months or so. That would suck because I would have to
find another place to celebrate my upcoming birthday, but im going to
have to do what needs to be done in order to get ready to move into a
house with Anthony and Nate, or at least that’s the way the plan goes,
if anything I’ll just wait until I can get my own.
IDK I just wish I had a close female friend right about now, someone
intelligent, understanding, kind, someone who I can look up to and
respect. Guy friends are tight and all, but when it comes to emotional
shit, their not really the best when it comes to handling the type of
load I want to get off my shoulders.
Also, I’m still debating my tattoo ordeal.... Just the symbol, not the whole thing lol.
I’ve put a lot of thought
into it, and I might go ahead with it, just because it represents me
and all I’ve been through and how I continue to fight though all kinds
of emotional and physical bullshit.
Speaking of physical bullshit, I’ve lost 4% body fat since I started
school with rugby, and im thinking its almost about time to begin
lifting again soon. My frigin pats are all to huge now! went from a 38-34 its pretty sweet! However, ive been getting some comments about the
size of my muscles lately. Idk, I haven’t been lifting, maybe its just
rugby getting me toned up. Idk, its whatever, I personally haven’t
seen too much of a difference when it comes to that. You know though
Something I really want to work at though is my core.
New Goal: Get abs during winter
I would really like it to be pulled off before new years, but might
take until February, I got a lot of work ahead of me that I need to
make time for, for an aggressive goal such as this. Because, godamnit,
im going to be 20, and I want to be F-I-T fit when I begin reaching
into my prime. Of course, this is just one of many I’ve set for myself
to accomplish.
And another thing, I want to take some lessons in how to Salsa dance
and Tango. I just think that would be kind of sweet to be able to do,
not to mention charming.
When it comes to the DJing side of things I haven’t really had the time
to spin. I want to so bad, but I’m always busy trying to do other
stuff.
Gah I have so much more on my mind, but I need to finish my paper… sucky
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